Band practices are really intense nowadays...well...by intense I just mean that they end at 8+/8:30. This whole week I've been reaching my house at 9:30+ and I'm so freaking tired!
I'm going for the St Andrew's Alumni Band concert tomorrow (all my money-gone! T.T) at 7:30. It's been ages since I last went for a concert! This time I have my glasses so I won't get headaches during concerts anymore!! ^^ I miss going for concerts with my section mates! T.T
I've been really excited these past 2 weeks cos Rox and I had been meeting up to write fanmail to Yamapi, Tegoshi and Kato(for Rox). At first I wasn't really very interested in that idea, but...actually, I have no idea why I changed my mind.
Well it was really exciting anyway, there were many moments when we broke into fits of giggles and exclamations over who was cuter/funnier, and moments where we (or rather, I) messed up the letters so spectacularly (for example, I wrote the signing off part - please reply to our letter and all that stuff - on the first page!!!), that we were afraid that we'd have to start all over again (just when we had finished), and moments where we (in this case, more like ROXANNE) spent ages taking photos and trying to pick the perfect one *rolls eyes* (even though they all looked the same).
I especially need to mention how embarrassed the both of us were when we went to get the stamps, and the lady, to weigh the envelope, placed it facing up, and the whole world could see the the hearts and the names written there.
And at the very end, after we posted the letters, we felt as though we had signed our own death sentences. I had felt exactly the same way when I finished my O levels O.O seriously a weird feeling to have at that time...
I was thinking about my glasses just now, and I remembered all the time in IJ when I always complained to Wei Ting that I couldn't see the board properly during AMaths, which then got me thinking about all the times I spent arguing with wt (for reasons I have forgotten), and the times when we would have cold wars which (beginning in the morning) lasted until recess when either me or wt would start up small talk with the other as a way of apology (because we seriously couldn't take ignoring each other anymore, and wt would tell me how much she had been trying to control her laughter at they way I tried to ignore her). Then the times when we always scored around the same marks +/- 1or 2, how we became friends (wt spotted a pic of an anime girl on my notebook and asked if I liked anime...during Chem practical!), the times when she would roll her eyes and sigh really loudly when I started obsessing over L. *sigh* WT!!!! I miss sitting next to you T.T
These days can never, ever be found again.
Man I sound so emo!!!! Blame the Konayuki song (from 1Litre of Tears) I'm listening to as I write this. The feeling the song gives is that of nostalgia, but one which can never be relived or revisited (where you would look back at even painful memories with a certain fondness). In other words, I'm depressing myself.
Jebi Joseph
God's Child
Saint
Monglawli
230192
Aquarius
Monkey
L-lover!!!
SACB Flutist
ex-IJ
Almighty God,
The Great I Am,
Immovable Rock,
Omnipotent,
Powerful,
Awesome Lord,
Victorious Warrior,
Commanding Kind Of Kings,
Mighty Conqueror
And the only time,
The only time I ever saw Him run
Was when He ran to me,
took me in His arms
Held my head to his chest,
said my son's come home again
Lifted my face,
wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice
He said son,
do you know I still love you?
It caught me by surprise,
When God ran
The day I left home,
I knew I had broken His heart
I wondered then
if things could ever be the same
Then one night,
I remembered His love for me
And down that dusty road
ahead I could see
It's the only time,
The only time I ever saw Him run
When He ran to me,
Took me in his arms
Held my head to his chest,
Said my son's come home again,
Lifted my face,
Wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in his voice,
He said son,
Do you know I still love you?
It caught me by surprise,
It brought me to my knees
When God ran
I saw Him run to me
And then I ran to Him
Holy One
Righteous Judge
He turned my way
Now I know
He's been waiting for this day
And then He ran to me,
Took me in his arms
Held my head to Hs chest,
Said my son's come home again,
Lifted my face,
Wiped the tears from my eyes,
With forgiveness in his voice,
I felt His love for me again
He ran to me
Took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest,
Said my son's come home again,
Lifted my face,
Wiped the tears from my eyes,
With forgiveness in his voice,
He said son,
He said son,
My son,
Do you know I still love you
Oh!
He ran to me
When God ran
A new handphone (DESPERATELY!!) (I love my Nokia 6500s!!!!!)
-It's easier to get forgiveness than permission-
-When I die, I want to go peacefully like my Grandfather did, in his sleep -- not screaming, like the
passengers in his car.
-Never knock on Death's door, ring the bell and run away! Death really hates that!-
-Hard work never killed anybody, but why take a chance?-
-Whatever women do they must do twice as well as men to be thought half as good. Luckily, this is not
difficult.-
-He who laughs last didn't get it.-
-A lot of fellows nowadays have a B.A., M.D., or Ph.D. Unfortunately, they don't have a J.O.B.-
-The 50-50-90 rule: Anytime you have a 50-50 chance of getting something right, there's a 90%
probability you'll get it wrong.-
-Keep smiling, it makes people wonder what you're up to
-I once prayed to God for a bike, but quickly found out he didnt work that way...so I stole a bike and
prayed for his forgiveness-
-Books have knowledge, knowledge is power, power corrupts, corruption is a crime, and crime doesn't pay
..so if you keep reading, you'll go broke-
-Never judge a book by its movie.-
-Exercise is a dirty word...Every time I hear it, I wash my mouth out with chocolate.-
-The statistics on sanity are that one out of every four people is suffering from a mental illness. Look
at your 3 best friends. If they're ok, then it's you.-
-I used to think that the brain was the most wonderful organ in my body. Then I realized who was telling
me this.-
-There are two motives for reading a book; one, that you enjoy it; the other, that you can boast about
it.-
-Trees are poems the earth writes upon the sky,
We fell them down and turn them into paper,
That we may record our emptiness.-
currently
Listening: 永遠色の恋 - NewS
Reading: Wuthering Heights
Eating: Some jap strawberry/chocolate sweet i don't know the name of cos its written in jap.
Watching: Proposal Daisakusen
Writing: Lit essay T.T