Tuesday, January 27, 2009

I think, the last few months, I had been numb to the fact that I'd have to change schools... Now, with more force than ever, this is coming back to haunt me. I'm so nervous for JC life. Ikeep wondering whether it'll be really tough, whether I would even make any friends in my first year.

And, also, to make my life even worse, there's the fact thtat there'll be boys there as well. Studying in a girls school for only 2 years has made me forget that boys even exist (other than in shopping malls and stuff). I shall just go ahead with my plan and ignore them all.

Ok, I had this really wierd dream last night! I dreamt that I was in India, and I went to visit this shop. Then I realised that my cousin worked there and this shop was the kind that sold branded stuff and I was wondering whether they were real.

Anyway, I started wandering, turned the corner and saw this musical shop. It looked kinda empty with only a few items. There was this corner for flutes, but I didn't realise that they were flutes at first, cos there were these huge cylindrical wooden cases stacked up. Above them were the violin cases which were the shape of bugs, sorta oval-looking.

When I realised that there were flutes, I wanted to see them and try them out, and suddenly there was this table before me with, about, 50 different kinds of flutes lined up. The owner, who kinda looked like Albert Einstein suddenly appeared and took the smallest flute (which was actually the normal concert flute we use in band) and kept asking me if this was the one I wanted. I tried telling him yes, but, for some reason, he couldn't understand me. Then all of a sudden he started to play the really nice, slow part of Der Vogelhandler (our SYF piece) (Seriously! I could actually hear it being played in my dream!!!) and somehow, I had this urgent desire to play it too with him.

Then I saw that I was holding my own flute in my hands, so I put it to my mouth and tried to play it, but, nothing happened! I realised that I couldn't blow! He finished playing that part and I was so upset I felt like crying.

And then my dad came and told me that we had to go home, and I followed him, feeling depressed.

Seriously, is this a sign that I should join band in JC or what?!






name.

Jebi Joseph
God's Child
Saint
Monglawli
230192
Aquarius
Monkey
L-lover!!!
SACB Flutist
ex-IJ


when god ran.


Almighty God,
The Great I Am,
Immovable Rock,
Omnipotent,
Powerful,
Awesome Lord,
Victorious Warrior,
Commanding Kind Of Kings,
Mighty Conqueror

And the only time,
The only time I ever saw Him run
Was when He ran to me,
took me in His arms
Held my head to his chest,
said my son's come home again
Lifted my face,
wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice
He said son,
do you know I still love you?
It caught me by surprise,
When God ran

The day I left home,
I knew I had broken His heart
I wondered then
if things could ever be the same

Then one night,
I remembered His love for me
And down that dusty road
ahead I could see

It's the only time,
The only time I ever saw Him run
When He ran to me,
Took me in his arms
Held my head to his chest,
Said my son's come home again,
Lifted my face,
Wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in his voice,
He said son,
Do you know I still love you?
It caught me by surprise,
It brought me to my knees
When God ran

I saw Him run to me

And then I ran to Him

Holy One
Righteous Judge
He turned my way
Now I know
He's been waiting for this day

And then He ran to me,
Took me in his arms
Held my head to Hs chest,
Said my son's come home again,
Lifted my face,
Wiped the tears from my eyes,
With forgiveness in his voice,
I felt His love for me again

He ran to me
Took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest,
Said my son's come home again,
Lifted my face,
Wiped the tears from my eyes,
With forgiveness in his voice,
He said son,
He said son,
My son,
Do you know I still love you
Oh!
He ran to me
When God ran

love.

  • Jesus ♥
  • ProDai
  • DEATHNOTE!!! L LAWLIET!!!! (and I'm starting to grow on Light now...when he isn't red-eyed and plotting L's demise)
  • Yamapi (as Iwase Ken)
  • Tegoshi Yuya
  • Ryo Nishikido (as Haruto Asou)
  • Anime
  • Manga
  • My Flute
  • &Piano(hate the stupid ABRSM exam though)


    hate.

  • AMath & EMath
  • PHYSICS!!
  • The person who decided to kill L off in the manga/anime
  • The person who decided to end Proposal Daisakusen with just 11 freaking episodes!!! And only 1 SP!!!
  • Waking up early
  • Homework
  • NEAR!!! Gaaaahhhh!!!! Hate that brat!!!! He thinks he's so good??!! Well, nobody can replace L!!!
  • Mello

    want.

    A new handphone (DESPERATELY!!) (I love my Nokia 6500s!!!!!)

  • ((7A1s!!!)) Well, 3A1s isn't so bad either, considering my prelim marks *shudders*
  • ...a vacation ( I am in LOVE with Paris!!! )
  • a schoolbag
  • if i can find one: a wallet with L on it er...I found one, but I find I don't really want it anymore...
  • Death Note Manga 1-5
  • Death Note Manga 6-12
  • my parents to let me sleep whenever I want (It's the holidays for chrissakes!!)
  • a new laptop, preferably white, on which I can stick a logo of L on. (well, it's pink)
  • my room to magically clean up by itself and STAY CLEAN!
  • ((get into acjc
    ))
    never gonna happen lol! I'm in SAJC
  • Books of Pellinor series
  • Proposal Daisakusen drama DVD and SP DVD
  • Necropolis
    I've sorta lost interest in this series...
  • My parents to stop bugging me about my studies!!! (they promised they'd leave me alone after Os)


    world.

  • Chrizzeh
  • Hazel
  • Huiling
  • IJ Flutes
  • Kai Zhen
  • Li Ying
  • Man Wah
  • Melissa
  • Pei Jing
  • Roxanne
  • Valerie
  • Vanessa
  • Weiting
  • Zexun
  • Zhi Xin


  • talk.



    copyright.

    + +

    etc.

    -It's easier to get forgiveness than permission-

    -When I die, I want to go peacefully like my Grandfather did, in his sleep -- not screaming, like the passengers in his car.

    -Never knock on Death's door, ring the bell and run away! Death really hates that!-

    -Hard work never killed anybody, but why take a chance?-

    -Whatever women do they must do twice as well as men to be thought half as good. Luckily, this is not difficult.-

    -He who laughs last didn't get it.-

    -A lot of fellows nowadays have a B.A., M.D., or Ph.D. Unfortunately, they don't have a J.O.B.-

    -The 50-50-90 rule: Anytime you have a 50-50 chance of getting something right, there's a 90% probability you'll get it wrong.-

    -Keep smiling, it makes people wonder what you're up to

    -I once prayed to God for a bike, but quickly found out he didnt work that way...so I stole a bike and prayed for his forgiveness-

    -Books have knowledge, knowledge is power, power corrupts, corruption is a crime, and crime doesn't pay ..so if you keep reading, you'll go broke-

    -Never judge a book by its movie.-

    -Exercise is a dirty word...Every time I hear it, I wash my mouth out with chocolate.-

    -The statistics on sanity are that one out of every four people is suffering from a mental illness. Look at your 3 best friends. If they're ok, then it's you.-

    -I used to think that the brain was the most wonderful organ in my body. Then I realized who was telling me this.-

    -There are two motives for reading a book; one, that you enjoy it; the other, that you can boast about it.-

    -Trees are poems the earth writes upon the sky, We fell them down and turn them into paper, That we may record our emptiness.-

    currently
    Listening: 永遠色の恋 - NewS
    Reading: Wuthering Heights
    Eating: Some jap strawberry/chocolate sweet i don't know the name of cos its written in jap.
    Watching: Proposal Daisakusen
    Writing: Lit essay T.T

    reminiscence.