Monday, January 19, 2009

Although it's a bit late, maybe I should blog a bit about The Day.

I was alright when I woke up (I think I numbed myself to my results at that time), but then I started to get really nervous... Like, can't think of anything else! OMG! What am I gonna do! How can I face my parents! kind of nervous.

And most of all, I was terrified for my English exam. I completely screwed up my oral (inner monologue at time of Oral Exam: WTH?! What's my favourite hairstyle?!! Wth am I supposed to say about that????!!!!), I said very little (if you don't count the million and one ums and uhs I said), I kept repeating what I said...and the examiner looked like she was gonna fall asleep!!!

To drive my point further, let me state that I attempted an essay which I would never normally do (expository...I'm usually all for the descriptive kind), which is like breaking the Golden Rule Of Essay Writing for O Levels (btw, I did frustrations and delights of teenagers), because you NEVER "try something new" during the GCE O Levels. You just don't.

Yea...so I was so scared for my English to the point that I was so paranoid! When I saw Mrs Low talking to Mrs T, I was convinced that she was telling her how bad of a failure and disappointment I was and how I didn't deserve to be in 4/3...

When it was actually time to get our results, I realised that our class was moving really fast! The other teachers were totally discussing stuff with their students but Mrs Low was just handing everything out quickly, and before I knew it, it was my turn.

Alicia, Wt, and I had actually planned to not look at our results first and open them together, but my parents had come to school that day and they kept beckoning me over that I just resigned myself to it and handed my results over to my parents.

Anyway, thing was, the stupid Form A was blocking my view of my results and I kept shaking the folder to get the form out of the way. And my hand were shaking, I was so scared and I couldn't SEE the results!!!

Well, I saw it at last! Couldn't believe my eyes at first. Thought I had received someone else's folder (If you saw my prelim results you would feel the same way). And then the day ended. I was so shaken I forgot to buy the steeple and really felt like just going home and curling up (which I did).

I spent the rest of the day on the sofa just looking at my results (Seriously).

And that was the end of The Day.






name.

Jebi Joseph
God's Child
Saint
Monglawli
230192
Aquarius
Monkey
L-lover!!!
SACB Flutist
ex-IJ


when god ran.


Almighty God,
The Great I Am,
Immovable Rock,
Omnipotent,
Powerful,
Awesome Lord,
Victorious Warrior,
Commanding Kind Of Kings,
Mighty Conqueror

And the only time,
The only time I ever saw Him run
Was when He ran to me,
took me in His arms
Held my head to his chest,
said my son's come home again
Lifted my face,
wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice
He said son,
do you know I still love you?
It caught me by surprise,
When God ran

The day I left home,
I knew I had broken His heart
I wondered then
if things could ever be the same

Then one night,
I remembered His love for me
And down that dusty road
ahead I could see

It's the only time,
The only time I ever saw Him run
When He ran to me,
Took me in his arms
Held my head to his chest,
Said my son's come home again,
Lifted my face,
Wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in his voice,
He said son,
Do you know I still love you?
It caught me by surprise,
It brought me to my knees
When God ran

I saw Him run to me

And then I ran to Him

Holy One
Righteous Judge
He turned my way
Now I know
He's been waiting for this day

And then He ran to me,
Took me in his arms
Held my head to Hs chest,
Said my son's come home again,
Lifted my face,
Wiped the tears from my eyes,
With forgiveness in his voice,
I felt His love for me again

He ran to me
Took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest,
Said my son's come home again,
Lifted my face,
Wiped the tears from my eyes,
With forgiveness in his voice,
He said son,
He said son,
My son,
Do you know I still love you
Oh!
He ran to me
When God ran

love.

  • Jesus ♥
  • ProDai
  • DEATHNOTE!!! L LAWLIET!!!! (and I'm starting to grow on Light now...when he isn't red-eyed and plotting L's demise)
  • Yamapi (as Iwase Ken)
  • Tegoshi Yuya
  • Ryo Nishikido (as Haruto Asou)
  • Anime
  • Manga
  • My Flute
  • &Piano(hate the stupid ABRSM exam though)


    hate.

  • AMath & EMath
  • PHYSICS!!
  • The person who decided to kill L off in the manga/anime
  • The person who decided to end Proposal Daisakusen with just 11 freaking episodes!!! And only 1 SP!!!
  • Waking up early
  • Homework
  • NEAR!!! Gaaaahhhh!!!! Hate that brat!!!! He thinks he's so good??!! Well, nobody can replace L!!!
  • Mello

    want.

    A new handphone (DESPERATELY!!) (I love my Nokia 6500s!!!!!)

  • ((7A1s!!!)) Well, 3A1s isn't so bad either, considering my prelim marks *shudders*
  • ...a vacation ( I am in LOVE with Paris!!! )
  • a schoolbag
  • if i can find one: a wallet with L on it er...I found one, but I find I don't really want it anymore...
  • Death Note Manga 1-5
  • Death Note Manga 6-12
  • my parents to let me sleep whenever I want (It's the holidays for chrissakes!!)
  • a new laptop, preferably white, on which I can stick a logo of L on. (well, it's pink)
  • my room to magically clean up by itself and STAY CLEAN!
  • ((get into acjc
    ))
    never gonna happen lol! I'm in SAJC
  • Books of Pellinor series
  • Proposal Daisakusen drama DVD and SP DVD
  • Necropolis
    I've sorta lost interest in this series...
  • My parents to stop bugging me about my studies!!! (they promised they'd leave me alone after Os)


    world.

  • Chrizzeh
  • Hazel
  • Huiling
  • IJ Flutes
  • Kai Zhen
  • Li Ying
  • Man Wah
  • Melissa
  • Pei Jing
  • Roxanne
  • Valerie
  • Vanessa
  • Weiting
  • Zexun
  • Zhi Xin


  • talk.



    copyright.

    + +

    etc.

    -It's easier to get forgiveness than permission-

    -When I die, I want to go peacefully like my Grandfather did, in his sleep -- not screaming, like the passengers in his car.

    -Never knock on Death's door, ring the bell and run away! Death really hates that!-

    -Hard work never killed anybody, but why take a chance?-

    -Whatever women do they must do twice as well as men to be thought half as good. Luckily, this is not difficult.-

    -He who laughs last didn't get it.-

    -A lot of fellows nowadays have a B.A., M.D., or Ph.D. Unfortunately, they don't have a J.O.B.-

    -The 50-50-90 rule: Anytime you have a 50-50 chance of getting something right, there's a 90% probability you'll get it wrong.-

    -Keep smiling, it makes people wonder what you're up to

    -I once prayed to God for a bike, but quickly found out he didnt work that way...so I stole a bike and prayed for his forgiveness-

    -Books have knowledge, knowledge is power, power corrupts, corruption is a crime, and crime doesn't pay ..so if you keep reading, you'll go broke-

    -Never judge a book by its movie.-

    -Exercise is a dirty word...Every time I hear it, I wash my mouth out with chocolate.-

    -The statistics on sanity are that one out of every four people is suffering from a mental illness. Look at your 3 best friends. If they're ok, then it's you.-

    -I used to think that the brain was the most wonderful organ in my body. Then I realized who was telling me this.-

    -There are two motives for reading a book; one, that you enjoy it; the other, that you can boast about it.-

    -Trees are poems the earth writes upon the sky, We fell them down and turn them into paper, That we may record our emptiness.-

    currently
    Listening: 永遠色の恋 - NewS
    Reading: Wuthering Heights
    Eating: Some jap strawberry/chocolate sweet i don't know the name of cos its written in jap.
    Watching: Proposal Daisakusen
    Writing: Lit essay T.T

    reminiscence.